By “can’t control,” I mean God cannot bring about outcomes singlehandedly. God cannot be a sufficient cause, to use philosophical language. God does not have the ability to determine creatures, circumstances, the smallest entities, or creation unilaterally. God’s action is a necessary cause...
Second, a lack of a ministry or a lack of obvious fruit does not mean you are not growing or are not producing fruit. You say you are not producing fruit, but you also say that you are repenting of sin in your life as you become aware of it. Well, repentance is a proper response...