And there was a slight panic in me that I was going to spend...
aput your finger on your nose 把您的手指放在您的鼻子上[translate] aAnd there was a slight panic in me that I was going to spend the next forty years not knowing, and that apparently that was par for the course. 并且有輕微的恐慌在我我打算度過以後四十年不知道,并且明顯地那為路線是平價。