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She used to drink it warm but now she dozes off before she has finished her cup of coffee. She will wake up and take a sip of cold coffee… A cup of coffee now lasts a long time. Vic spends the majority of the day in bed, gently dozing…. It is not a deep sleep. It is ...
better put in ‘try’ because I still don’t trust myself that I’ll give when I get back..I need to be committed… I won’t put my coffee first… Next stop is to an open field 5 minutes down the road in the caravan, the sewing machines, cycle transport all displayed in front ...
John got us coffee on the way and while I was there he took our teenager to the park. I know it would probably seem weird to most that I was smiling and making jokes early in the morning on a scaldingly hot day at a mammogram appointment, but I was. When it was over I let ...
I remember barfingat leastonce a year growing up, but Patrick’s almost 9 and I can think of only two instances in his life, both many years ago. That’s why, despite Arlo’s and my woes, all of us are startled an hour later when Patrick projectile-vomits all over himself, me, ...
Cursory explanations, rogue cells, the memory brushing my eyes of verdency dropping to the floor of a bath tub, the hollow look of a woman with no eye brows, the acceptance I held to the just is. The vomit and the weakness and the size 6 boots she wore that winter, mincing up the...
Not everything that floats through my head needs to be written down or spoken. WORDS! I love them. I have lots of them. The word-vomit temptation is real, friends. I fight it all the time. You’re welcome. Words have the power to heal and mend, so sometimes I write. I hope whe...
- Radish juice every day! - Vegetable juices -Water Cure - salt cure - Cholagogue herbs: herbs that promote production and excretion of bile, and most popular ar: dandalion,Wormwood, sage, golden seal, lobelia,... - Coffee Enema
In the morning I opened my eyes to a new world. A world where my presence was wanted, needed. And so began my withdrawal. I thankfully did not take all my xanax in my attempt on my life because in high doses it always made me vomit. The xanax would become essential to my sanity...