because the trajectory from there is just to go all in and hope you can continue with a career. I think I had some serious fucking balls and confidence, I doubt myselffarmore now than I did then, I had this drive and motivation that was like ...
If the players are decent human beings, then you should get confident quickly -- either you master the rules and procedures of play, or you learn to trust the players, or ideally both. Add more complexity and more open-ended situations and environments as your ...