However, as she points out, her struggles have become inextricable from her music in some ways. Pointing to the song “bury a friend” (released January 2019) she adds: “I probably wouldn’t have made that song the way it is if I hadn’t had sleep paralysis an...
It's about her relationship with him, but also some other things. Her depression, for one, but also her sleep paralysis. The line 'I tried to scream, but my head was underwater' refers to this. It means she tried to scream, but she couldn't. 2TOP RATED anonymous 1 2 3 4 5...
“I used to watch a lot of porn, to be honest. I started watching porn when I was like 11.” “I think it really destroyed my brain, and I feel incredibly devastated that I was exposed to so much porn.” Eilish believes her struggles with sleep paralysis and night terrors were caused...
“I’m excited for the whole thing,” Billie Eilish told me the first time we spoke. She was 14 and had never done an interview before, already prefiguring the adventure that was to become her life. Now 17, she has over 30 million Instagram followers, a number one album, Calvin Klein ...
"bury a friend" is one of Eilish'spersonal favorite songsoffWHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?and is told from the perspective of a monster. It's the song that most emblemizes the sleep paralysis aspect of Eilish's first studio album, and a great song to play during your nex...
she also felt violent pornography led to her having night terrors and sleep paralysis. “i think it really destroyed my brain, and i feel incredibly devastated that i was exposed to so much porn,” she shared. “i’m so angry that porn is so loved. and i’m so angry at myself for...
“I’ve always been interested in death,” Eilish said at one point. “My parents used to worry about it because when we would go on a hike or a walk and there was a dead animal, I’d go over to it, and kneel in front of it, and stare at it...
and three fans showed up in a single day, including a creepy older guy who’d driven all the way from San Diego. For a while they had a bodyguard sleep in the living room. “It was really traumatizing,” says Eilish. “I completely don’t feel safe in my house anymore, which sucks...
In an appearance on “The Howard Stern Show” on SiriusXM Radio, Eilish said she started watching porn around age 11. “It really destroyed my brain,” she said, adding that graphically violent imagery gave her nightmares and sleep paralysis. ...